In our series about discovering who the Creator is, I want to share something that few people have ever heard or witnessed. It is the crushed heart of God. This is the most beautiful reality there is, the true answer to all the needs of the world.
Many people shake their fist at God because of the suffering they go through or the horrors they see in the world. But few have an understanding of how God is suffering even more than we do.
One of the first times that I experienced the crushed heart of God happened in my early twenties—over thirty years ago. I was in a small Christian gathering where the minister asked us to invite the Spirit of God. As I welcomed the presence of the Most High to come and touch me, I suddenly had a vision of the people of my nation. And I began to weep. Not just an emotional crying, but it was an overwhelming flood of inexpressible grief that came washing over me like a flash flood. I couldn’t help but cry with an intensity that was not of myself.
I saw the pain of the people, the darkness that kept them in bondage, the forces of evil terrorizing them, and I wept so hard I was amazed.
Meanwhile, the presence of God was indescribably strong all over me. He was revealing to me how He weeps over the people. It changed me forever. From that moment on, I dedicated my life to become one who extends the deep compassion of Christ to the world.
The Indescribable beauty of humanity
This wasn't a one-time experience, but it happened several times during the past decades. One night I was watching a film about a robot that almost becomes a human, and he ends up marrying a real woman. It was a piece of brainwashing from Hollywood to normalize the idea that robots are as good as humans and we should welcome them as such.
But that night something happened. Suddenly I saw how beautiful humans are. I saw the depth of human emotion, the height of human creativity, and I observed what an intricate masterpiece humanity is.
The beauty of humans, who are made in the image of God, became so evident to me, and suddenly I was swept away into a supernatural tsunami of compassion for humanity.
Again I started weeping, but this time it lasted for the whole night. I fell asleep crying over mankind, woke up during the night still crying, and in the morning I continued weeping.
I became worried and said: “God, am I going crazy?” I heard a reference to a scripture, and when I opened the Bible to that passage, it was about the prophet Nehemiah, who wept for weeks over the ancient people of Israel because they had been led away in captivity as a result of their evil actions.
I understood: again, God was pouring some of His indescribable love into my heart for mankind.
These experiences have shown me something. We can wave our fist at God for all that’s wrong in the world. But we don’t understand that He suffers more from it than anyone else.
Jesus Weeps With Those That Suffer Deeply
A friend related to me how he was being sexually abused by satanists when he was a child. He told me that during those nights, when he was left all alone, Jesus came to sit with him, hold him in His arms, and cry with him.
No words, no miracles, no light from heaven, but just tears. My friend said this helped him more than anything else.
The reality is that there is evil—very real and powerful evil—and God is not able to simply stop it. Because people—and even angels—keep choosing for it. There is no way God can prevent them from choosing the realm of darkness. Even if He wanted to stop them, they would hate Him even more for it.
We have this fairytale image of God, that He is omnipotent and can do what He wants. He can’t. Evil is very real, and it causes tremendous suffering because so many people prefer it. They resent goodness, purity, kindness, and honesty, and run after everything wicked, perverse, dark, and harmful.
The Creator suffers from that in a way we cannot understand. His pain is so great.
There is a plan, however, to put an end to the rule of evil, and I believe we are witnessing that plan in our time. Eventually, the world will be ruled by goodness, love, and truth. But there is a battle raging. A very fierce war.
Being overwhelmed by love for humanity has laid a deep foundation inside my heart to do what I am called to, with Stop World Control. It’s this incredibly intense love of God for people that keeps me motivated.
My message for you is: please don’t see God as some supreme being without emotions. He has far stronger emotions than any of us. His entire being is a never-fading fire of burning love for humanity, even if most people run from Him or put Him in the boxes of cults, religions, and weird philosophies. His heart keeps going out to us.
The Great Awakening that we are experiencing worldwide is the direct result of His love for us.
The truth about the vaccines coming out, the government corruption being exposed, and the reign of satanism coming to an end is all the direct effect of the intense compassion of Christ for the world. He is behind all the good that is happening. While we were all blind and ignorant, He was waging war on our behalf to expose the works of evil and start this era of truth that is breaking through.
Please don’t work against Him, but join His battle for the permanent deliverance of all of creation.
We will see tremendous victory. The tears of sorrow will turn into shouts of joy.